i feel like poop. i have a brick-o-snot in my nose. but hey! i'm not at work! (also not getting paid... but whatever) i'm happy that it's friday, even if my workweek only consisted of a day and a half, i'm still happy it's friday because saturday and sunday are the two days when i dont have to feel guilty for not accomplishing anything. sometimes i kill time on the internet at work and although i usually dont have anything else to do at work, i still feel guilty for doing so on company time. also, my employer makes no secret of the fact that somehow they have the capability of spying on people's computers. they can see every site i've gone to and when and for how long. it creeps me out big time.
i have not yet eaten breakfast, i think today will be oatmeal with chocolate chips. while chocolate chips are admittedly not the healthiest choice, i do think i eat well the rest of the time. i even bought real oatmeal instead of "quick oats" thinking that it will be higher in fiber. and i've been drinking skim milk for quite some time - something i swore i would never do. (big suprise... i should swear i'll never be a skinny millionare and see what happens!) i have also been buying sugar free things and they're not bad at all. lots of veggies too. yet somehow i am not losing weight at all. either i'm eating twice as much food as i should be, or exercise really is the key. probably both.... but for now i do not in any way feel inclined to do either.
i'm loving life in this new house. it's still kind of surreal to come home to it after work. it is with supreme happiness that i wake up extra early every morning to make the 15-20 minute drive to get to work as opposed to my 5 minute drive on post. we have a ton of stuff, and i dont really care about our stuff because it's just stuff. stuff stuff stuff. too much stuff. but the person (just one person) that i share that stuff with is what makes it nice. my husband and i have a home. that is the thought that makes me smile every day and makes me wake up every morning and live my day in a thankful way. i will never take that for granted again.
3 comments:
Hey...I love your blog. You are awesome. I love you.
Hey...I'm commenting on your non-comment in reference to Elizabeth's comment....You suck!
AHAHAHAHHAH!! the only thing that sucks is that i couldnt come up with a funny jab!!
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