Monday, February 22, 2016

i am about to fall asleep at my desk

I'm in that post-lunch coma part of my day and my current project is almost as boring and repetitive as anything could possibly be. so maybe a blog post will keep me from slamming my face on my keyboard.
my goodness, where have the last couple of months gone?! I find myself often referring to my stage of life as a "season". so I'm quite entrenched in the season of life that makes me simultaneously elated and miserable/exhausted and enthused/in awe and in such deep amounts of stress that I don't know how I function. I'm sure you can relate. life is good, it really is a lot of fun. but hard. man is it hard sometimes! for the sake of direction - journal:
out the window - overcast and chilly. it was in the 70s this weekend though, which is quite lovely for February. I'm still waiting for the shoe to drop and that 8 inches of snow to dump down and provide me with a snow day off work.
wearing - black pants (the balloon-butt, too shorty kahkis have finally gone away!!), black shirt and red sweater. whatever.
little boy - lukey jabbers on like a monkey! he's in that super fun stage where he knows a LOT of words but can only say a fraction of them. so asking him to do something is generally pretty effective because he's so happy that he knows what you're talking about. :) he's started with the "MIIIIIIIINE" business though, which is not so adorable. so lessons in sharing all around. he was sick for the whole week a couple weeks back, so we got some good snuggle time. between teething and an ear infection, he was having a rough time. but it seems to have leveled out now for the most part.
big boy - mr. Cameron turns FOUR next month! goodness gracious this kid is a hoot. he is just the sweetest boy and so smart. he has recently earned himself the nickname of Prince Charming at school for insisting to help one of his teachers put on her shoe. and praise the lord, he finally eliminates all bodily functions in the toilet!!! he's had some accidents at school because he is too busy playing, but for the most part he does very well. the next step will be no diapers at night, but I don't think that's coming any time soon and I'm not in a huge hurry about it. all the same, any pointers would be great.
cooking - steaks on the grill this last weekend, so that's what we're having tonight for leftovers. spaghetti and turkey meatballs tomorrow. I caught a great sale on chicken at dillons a while back, so I might thaw out some of the quarters and make sweet potato fries.
crafting - Charles has volunteered me to make some seat cushions for his office, so if we can both manage to keep ourselves together next weekend we will get to a fabric shop and try to make that happen.
reading - I'm on the last book of the outlander series. noooooo!!!! there is another one in production but it will be a while. I downloaded some books to my tablet because the play store had a lot of classic novels for free, but I've had an incredibly annoying eye twitch for a good month now and I am not too eager to top my 8 hrs of work screen time with another lump of screen time at home just to read a book. I don't know that it's any better on screen vs. an actual book, but it makes me feel like it is, so I'm going with that.
bringing me joy - my husband and our shenanigans. and of course the boys. I'm also planning a spring break adventure in the exotic Wichita area for a couple days and really looking forward to it. it will also include a side trip to OKC to meet up with Claudia, so that makes me very happy. plus at the start of that week we'll have a house full of people we love to celebrate Cameron's birthday, so family time is always excellent.
thinking about - a family of friends from church lost their home to a fire last week. how do you begin to recover from that? I have a couple of ideas how to help, and I am, but I'm just wishing I could do more. they are a family of 6, which includes grandparents and two elementary-aged children. 2 of the 6 are fully handicapped and both the husband and wife are veterans. there's just a lot going on in their lives, I can't imagine how devastating that is all around.
I've mentioned it before, but I continue to be effected by the marital troubles of people I know. it just makes me sad to see people hating each other and regarding their spouse with such little respect. maybe it's because we've had our share of troubles and I know how difficult it is to live in an environment without a whole lot of consistent peace, but it just makes my heart hurt to see the depths to which people will go to be hateful, or maybe I should say the small amount of action people will take to work to fix it. inaction. deliberate inaction. I don't get it.
the job situation: I have applied for a couple more positions and still haven't heard anything. I will continue to apply. I'm really hoping that this summer there might be some more options when people around here move away. lord knows that the prospect of another summer working here with those terrible hours is NOT appealing.
picture - do I have the coolest kids ever? yes. yes I do.

4 comments:

Elizabeth said...

Yay for an update! First off, because it's the last thing I saw, those hats are great! I saw that pattern a while back and have been hoping someone would tackle it. Well done!

Glad things sound good, even if filled with the general stress of life. I hope a new job opens up soon, and your friends are able to get back on their feet quickly.

As far as books go, I've recently discovered the wonder of audio books. I can't sit for very long without falling asleep (no matter how well rested I am). My book club decided to read the entire Harry Potter series since there was a member that hadn't read any, so I've been getting the CDs from the library and listening while I fold laundry and the like. Very enjoyable, and makes me want to work on my chores for longer - win/win!

ArmyWife said...

thanks! sadly, I was not the tackler of the hats. I've been wanting to bust them out myself also but shockingly just never found the time. mom picked them up at a craft fair for $12 each! I think that's an incredibly fair price for something that awesome. but lucas' will not likely last till next winter, so now I have something to model after *when* I make some myself.
I've thought of audio books also, it would be fun. just about the only time I'd have for that would be at the gym. I don't know how that would go, but I might try it. alas, so much to do, so little time.

Elizabeth said...

I recently started using my Kindle to watch part of a show on Netflix while I do the elliptical at the gym, which makes it less torturous to power through the workout. Makes burning 400 calories marginally less awful.

ArmyWife said...

good plan! my gym just switched out the ellipticals for some new demon ellipticals that are not only more difficult but have a non-existent media shelf, and so I find myself even more willing to hop on a treadmill than I was before. the treadmills have all kinds of space though! but they are the fancy kind and allow you to pick a trail to traverse as you go - I typically do the wellington, new Zealand trail or some random german forrest. it's like a nature hike only instead of fresh air you get sweaty people funk.